“What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger. I am out to prove it.”
I have slowly come to realize that I must force myself to face the issue head on, running away is no longer an option. because of all the injuries the bone has suffered, I have laid off it for such a long time that it no longer seems like I can kick properly. the fear of what it can and cannot do, always doubting it and holding back cannot be healthy for me physically or psychologically. i am very tired and frustrated waiting for it to come around and heal itself, to the point where i am uncertain what exactly i am waiting for. its time to deal with it, not avoid it.